8pm on friday, i'm still sitting in office. i m actuallie somewhat done for the wk, juz waiting for papa to pop by to pick me.

monday i was in business attire taking the train westwards from Kembangan. the feeling came back. nostalgic. things have changed certainly, i also know tt it wldnt be like b4. previously i cldnt be bothered to listen to the radio on my mp3 player, cos i noe once the train enters the tunnel after kallang i wld have to change to mp3. it's different now. i m so used to listening to the 2 cheerful bubbly DJs on the morning show, i opted to keep it. 

the train reached the usual stops, in seq, of cos! what a journey it had been. i mean, the past 2yrs in tt direction and not the train ride tt special day. 

sigh. 

i reached ORL. once again more memories came back, it felt like juz a while ago, Jason, Hsien Hoong, Jonathan, Alexander and myself were fooling around in the training room and in the toilet and along the isles of lvl 2. even the buffet lunch was served juz outside the training room. we had to go back and be sleepy listen to all the introduction tt CS wanted us to hear.

no. 26months have already passed by. what have i achieved? what did i do to my life?

on another note, i had been pretty disciplined the past wk. i wasnt too confident of the cello homework songs my teacher prescribed and i practised everyday (:

at least cello is therapeutic. am feeling jaded. pretty jaded. luck n thank heaven and even god/buddhas (lol), no problem in the family n heatlh - oh... i havent ran since the 21km race on 16aug... yikes lazy tang.

still jaded.

11aug - old liao. 27 liao. received many greetings on MSN, FB and SMS of cos. kinda disappointed that my respected and loved elders/seniors namely Keng and Lucy cldnt make it to Lunar (:

i left home a bit early in search of the mystical pair of pants that wld match the Versace (WOW, way too atas for me, seriously) jacket my uncle gave me. not brand new, sth he bought n yrs ago. took me 5mins at bugis to know that there wasnt any fabric tt was near. probably need another visit to the tailor?

met gabby and wen for dinner. it was deja vu n nostalgic to return to ma maison at Bugis. 2yrs since gabby treated us cos of her internship. lol and for the 2nd time i went there i got free meal again wahaha~ food was gd.

after tt we adjourned to Lunar. stevie and catherine, AS USUAL, alwayz on time n super early. love these 2 pple. thats all 5 of us. play some dice, talk cock, sing song, listen song, see pole dancer without pole... uncle thomas n uncle jan came... they gave me an angbao~ :P

it was a simple night, no harsh drinking. good. very good.

12aug - lunar bdae. so qiao hor? we had dinner at East Ocean. it was a v expensive atas dinner but the dishes were good. pics to follow (: thankew mama for the big treat.

9aug - went to uncle thomas place 1st thing in the morning to help pack. he brought me to lunch at capella. its a new resort/hotel at Sentosa. pretty lovely place for a holiday getaway.

fantastic lunch, even though i had the club sandwich, with beer :P and sparkling water. too atas life. not used to it.

came home, tired out, even though i didnt think i reallie do much other than wiping books and taping cardboard boxes? oh yes, we did move stuff to the shop. i told uncle thomas and uncle jan abt my predicament, uncle thomas was happie i can help him out in December. owells, probably to make back some $ from the expected spending in HKG.

steamboat for dinner. not the mixed kind, but one whole promfret fish steamboat. was the soup too sour because of the new bottle of sourplums or my mood?

10aug - nothing happened. i went for a run at ECP at 330pm. as i ran i asked myself is it too late to regret my actions? went home quick shower and i reached early to meet the CO folks at Paulaner for dinner. 1for1 as usual on a pub hol, but we missed the band again. >.<

i sent them home as i drove. why, y Marina Sq, y Paulaner, y Flyer, y Esplanade, y ORL bus stop, y Geylang , y Aljunied?